February 2012
7 posts
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sometimes i wonder if i will actually be alone forever…
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i hate myself so much i dont know what to do anymore. I want to do it so badly but i know its so hard to hide and I have been caught before. I need someway to stop this pain. I have no self control. im so fucking pathetic.
January 2012
8 posts
10 reasons you shouldn't give up:
15poundstosummer:
10. The envy stares
9. The teeny underwear
8. Mirrors will become your friend
7. New clothing sizes
6. Itsy bitsy teeny weeny bikinis
5. Interested boys
4. Summer ‘12 will be your best summer yet
3. You will feel and look beautiful
2. You won’t spend your time obsessing over other girls bodies
1. You can yell “MOTHER FUCKER I DID IT” and mean it.
I remember this :D...
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uh today was ok.. I had to get up at 5 for morning training so for breakfast I just had cornflakes. Had a hard 1 and a half hour work out.
Snack at about 7:30 was low fat chocolate milk and muffin. Then later on I had half a kiwi fruit, small peanut butter sandwich on whole wheat bread and orange juice. Lunch i had pasta and some mashed sweet potato.. not so good but I was starving for some...
